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So, I had a dream lastnight/this morning, and it consisted of three of my close mates, and one friend I used to be close with.

So, apparently in my dream, I was hanging out with one of my mates i have known forever, and we where at th local shops (>.<). But then my other two friends are walking outside with the one i used to be good friends with, and apparently we had all been hanging out all day, but my two good friends had bought new dresses. And I was asking them if i could look at them. They wouldn't stop. I kept asking them and they just wanted to keep on moving. Apparently we had seen each other 'too much' that day and they wanted to keep on walking. So, I had an ice-cream in my hand, and I had thrown it at the wall in anger and started yelling at them. AHAHA lol, the one who im not friends with said i was 'spastic' or something along the lines of that. But then they ran off, and started being all weird and bitchy at me. I treid to apologize about it, but they wouldn't listen. But the one of them came back and was all cool with me, but then my friend forever and I both got txt messages from her saying 'OMG Carrisa is a psycho whore, she is so slutty blah blah blah...' She said she only sent it because. Well, she went back off with the other two, and I was left feeling like WTF?!?! over it all But then later on in the dream, i came to the conclusion that I didn't care what happened, if they wanted to hate me they could, I still had friend forever, but still. I was fine with it to if friend forever was like that too, cuz I was still happy. Weird, I know. But to conclude the end part: Whatever happens in life, if people become like that. if something happens, like an argument, and you have apologized, forgiven, and gotten over it... well, then, just leave it at that. And if that other person still has a grudge against you and all, let them be. I'm sure in time they will let it slide. But if not, well, thats life. We just move on, concentrate on the things that matter. I don't get hang-ups on people who are going to be like thats. so yes, i forgive, forget, move on, and forget about high school drama that, yes, WAS in high school. and if that person doesn't want to know you anymore, oh well :) You can't change these sorts of things, as that person just might be a little stubborn. Obviously, that person is not worth your time and effort. But just pray over them, none the less. I don't let things get to me. These things are just little things in life. But yes, if these people are all like that, im just like 'oh well.' as long as your happy in life, surround yourselves with people and things that make you happy, and that you are you, then all should be ok. It might sound a little conceited and heart-less and all, but oh well. This is me, and thats how i handle things. Everyone is different :D

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